I’m losing the grip on my world
Just for a second, everything slips right out of my hand
I don’t seem to be able to get control
I sit and watch, powerless, overcome

It doesn’t mean anything anymore
Why would I care
But I do
Even now

I know there’s no point in crying
But I can’t help it
There’s so much more that keeps pushing me down
Not just this

Little things
All those stupid little things
But this comes from so deep inside
I can’t stop it

But people ought to realise
This isn’t just me
Hey, something’s wrong here
And I can’t fix it, so could someone please help me

I asked
They closed their eyes
I’m sick and tired of trying
We’re going in circles

Actually this probably isn’t something anyone could help me with
But I blame them for not trying
And maybe too for not knowing, not seeing
They never did


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