A dreadful day, my birthday


I don’t know why,
I can’t see how,
But all that I once knew,
Is gone somehow.

My friends forget,
In time they fade,
My birthday today,
Yet feels like shade.

My girl who wishes to remain quiet,
To not expose our relationship in public,
To keep it a secret, covered with lies,
Keep it inside, seeing it slowly rise.

Thinking this has no future,
Thinking this is to odd,
My action and guesses accepted,
My goals denied covered in mud.

My path extracts,
Slowly I see,
My end that was,
How it came to be.

Covering and hiding,
Feeling alone,
thoughts and feelings are crying,
feeling a drone.