Never tought I would cry
Staring in the distance
Never believed you would turn away and lie
Pushing away the sight of my seeking eyes
I have never asked you for anything
Never have I made demands
But now I’m catching up the life I have always been denied by others
I just have to live it now I finally have the chance
I never thought I would long for more responsibility
Craving for a reality that isn’t there
Take control of my own life
But you won’t let me
I thought the time was over
That I believed there would be nothing better in the world
Than to get out of this house
But clearly the times have changed yet again
And I’m sorry
But I need to have contact with people
Or I will forget the reason why
And in the end, I won’t dare anymore
Please
Give me a little freedom
Denying me things isn’t the way to confirm to yourself
You still have a say in my life
You’re only pushing me away
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