***nowhere to go***

the room is dark
but i can feel the walls
closing in on me
like i'm a parasite
that needs to be crushed
and i might just as well be
i already feel like that

i keep searching for light
but they won't it give me
they never say a word
or a sign of hope for me to see

i start giving up

can't live this nightmare
not for another day
not for an hour
my heart is stone
bitter and sour

they keep asking me for love
but never show me theirs
i refuse giving it
but that only makes things worse
i need some one to free me
to love me back as well
to make me feel needed
and not so tiny and unwanted
i'd like to scream this to them
but the walls keep all sound

i totally give up

and fall exhausted to the ground.