kick back on the couch 'n have a sigaret
remind myself of moments that I'll never forget
thinking of her drives me up the wall
and right back down again
nobody ever said this would be easy
and they were right
I lose my mind and can't eat all day
and when I'm tired I can't sleep at night
'cause I'm hungry
I might offer you more than you want
but don't take more then you can handle
maybe later you can come over
and we can light some candles
sit there starring in each others eyes
the sun will rise, day will appear
hopefully then it will be clear
that all I need is right here... right now
maybe one day even I'll be keen
to live my life and not my dreams
I'm too young to love, too young to hate
but given time I'll be able to create
words of emotion to which one can relate
I fear for the thought I never again will find
one so gorgeous and so kind
but at the end of the day, the thought's an illusion
one that's erupted from a slight confusion
nothing that can't be helped