My Execution
My Execution
This morning I felt like it was my last day on earth
Eating my deadman’s bread
I knew my life has no worth
Problems full-packed in my head
Every fight was my cause
I held my breath
My life went on without a pause
Am I more usefull when I’m death?
My thoughts are killing me
I want to punish myself for this
I don’t want to live in this agony
It sounds less bad than it is
I lift the scissor above my arm
Not to close near my veins
My hands get so clammy and warm
Is it fear making me stay?
Warm blood dripping
The pain it feels so hot
I’m freaking and tripping
The cold blade helps a lot
Untill I realise at the end
Torturing myself doesn’t pay
This is’nt what I ment
My problems did’nt go away
Life is just a game we play….
And I attent to lose a lot………
This morning I felt like it was my last day on earth
Eating my deadman’s bread
I knew my life has no worth
Problems full-packed in my head
Every fight was my cause
I held my breath
My life went on without a pause
Am I more usefull when I’m death?
My thoughts are killing me
I want to punish myself for this
I don’t want to live in this agony
It sounds less bad than it is
I lift the scissor above my arm
Not to close near my veins
My hands get so clammy and warm
Is it fear making me stay?
Warm blood dripping
The pain it feels so hot
I’m freaking and tripping
The cold blade helps a lot
Untill I realise at the end
Torturing myself doesn’t pay
This is’nt what I ment
My problems did’nt go away
Life is just a game we play….
And I attent to lose a lot………
Reacties op dit gedicht
| promise: | Zondag, december 07, 2003 11:12 |
prachtig gedicht... xxx |
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| cootje: | Vrijdag, september 26, 2003 15:01 |
| woow egt te mooi herken er veel in:(...als er wat is ken je me bereiken he veel liefs cootje | |
| BrokenElf: | Maandag, augustus 25, 2003 10:59 |
| Woow! dit raakt me wel even zeg :) pfieuw! echt super mooi gedicht! Lieffs ..::BrokenElf::.. |
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| laura nicoli: | Zondag, augustus 24, 2003 23:10 |
| heel mooi, liefs laura |
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| cootje: | Zondag, augustus 24, 2003 22:57 |
| heyyy vet gedicht man egt mooi veel liefs big hugs cootje (K) | |
| Rino Saurus: | Zondag, augustus 24, 2003 21:21 |
| Heel mooi gedicht! A masterpiece. Prachtige formulering, levendig voor te stellen verhaal en levendig mee te voelen achterliggend gevoel. Heel mooi! (Don't worry, I won't yack about life getting better in the future and pain fading away -although the possibility of that being true is big-, I bet there are and will be enough people in your life already doing that.) Blijf dichten, dat kan opluchten, de pijn verlichten en pijnlijke gevoelens geleidelijkaan gedeeltelijk doen ve |
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| Auteur: Niki Dicker | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: ;o)x | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 24 augustus 2003 | ||
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