Waiting… For a new day,
Waiting… For a new feeling,
Waiting… For a friend,
Waiting… For somebody to help me out of this depression,
I’m just waiting…
Every day that fear of falling back into darkness,
Fear of losing myself forever…
I know darkness is waiting for me,
Waiting for the perfect moment,
Waiting to attack again.
Darkness already eat me once,
And it will happen again.
It took a sleep…
To attack harder then before.
To make the pain unbearable.
Waiting to kill me because it didn’t work before.
Scared… will it catch me this time?
Do I have to wait for my fall?
Falling back into depression?
I won’t survive it this time.
Not now not at this moment,
I’m a little child that can’t walk,
Waiting for help
Waiting for somebody to pick me up and put me down on a save place…
Somewhere darkness can’t find me,
Somewhere in the sky…
I’m lying in my bed…
Somebody picked me up and took me to the place above…
I’m saved by an Angel!