*=*End of a life time…*=*
I live for no reason,
My heart chares no feelings.
Darkness has come,
And it's gone take me over.
This is how I feel,
It is a part of me,
I learn to live with evil and darkness.
But now it is to much...
I can't live anymore,
I can take it, never feel love or share happiness with all the others,
I’m only feeling pain, darkness, hate everything, thinking about suicide...
I'm standing here, a blinking knife in my hand.
A thing that is gone make an end to al this suffering and pain.
I'm looking up to the stars, the place I'll be soon.
I take a deep breath, my knife blinking in the moonlight,
The knife is coming closer...
But then I feel a hand on my shoulder…
Choked I turn, I'm looking straight into your eyes,
I get a weird feeling, but not for long I can feel the pain coming up again,
And my hand is holding the knife tighter and tighter.
I turn away from your eyes, but when I close mine I can see yours,
Again that weird feeling I never felt before, but now it stays longer...
The knife is falling out of my hand.
I stare to it... Again the pain is running into my body... my eyes become full of hate.
I reach to the knife but your hand is faster than mine.
Again your eyes I turn my look away but a strange feeling is taking over...
Darkness has fallen.
It was the time you make me realize...
My heart can love for a reason,
Now I live with a new great feeling.