I see your eyes
They are an open book for anyone who read them
Your mouth pretends to smile
Blushing cheeks tell me you’re happy

[But are you really?]

I see you
Walking
Talking
Doing the things you always do
Tending to be happy, though you shed tears from the inside

And when I look again at you
I don’t see a happy girl
I see someone pathetic
Crawling in her skin
Shedding tears with a bitterness I never saw before

I don’t understand
There are no problems
But you tend to be down

[Why?]

Why
are you
saddening
yourself?

I see you
You’re naked, nothing left of you
You’re wasted
Only your scars are visible
Wounds that go right through you with their depth
Leaving holes behind
Till there’s nothin left……….again
And you’re naked……... again

I look at you
I dislike you
I want to end your life
So you won’t have to struggle every day
To end your suffering

But that little sparkle in those eyes of yours
Have changed my mind…

I smile at you

As I look in the mirror

Facing myself