Just 30 minutes which changed my life
for u some pleasure
for me a reason to wanna die
I screamed...wanted to disappear
but no one reacted
it really was as if I wasn't even there
How come u didn't hear my screams,
my pleas to stop
Why didn't the moment come
when u knew u had to give up
It seemed like a lifetime to feel
your pressure on my body
...to feel my breath slide away
and those hands all over me
...to feel u breathe
and smell your scent
Oh dear God,
I thought it would never end
But it did...u did...
and u walked out of the room
Left me lying there
givin'me the feeling u'd return soon
Wanted the nightmare to take a turn
I wanted to get away
Just open the door and run
hoping there will be an end to this day
U made a bet
sold my innocence for free
...a case of beer
that's why u took my virginity
Innocence didn't rescue me
it was what killed the inside of me
Innocence gave u even more reason
to do what u did to me