choices and ordeals that's all that's left for me
it's all that was and all that will be
endless pain, heart ripped in two
it's all that was and all that will be
you can live outside of prison and still be trapped
only not by gards and jailers but by yourself
a constant battle between heart and mind
never does one win and so i live on in my own made cel
i'm my own jailer and i hate and love myself
i crie for rescue and help
but give me a way out and i will not take it
for the life outside my prison is one i do not want to lead
lock me away and throw away the key and do not worry about me
i'm just another prisoner of love and there will be no salvation for me