can't hold
there pulling me over
can't hold them back anymore
have to surrender to my fears
have to let go
i carry too much pain
my back can't carry it anylonger
i thought you were out off my life
though you couldn't cost me more pain
but you're back
you hurt me again
for not needing you
i keep silence to everyone
no one knows about my fears and pains
there mine
just to much
can't tell anyone
they wouldn't understand
not even you my dearest