too much
Noooooooooo!!!
It’s too much
Too much to carry
I can’t go on
It breaks me into dust
[into nothing]
Let me die in peace
Silent tears which have not been seen by these people who supposed to know you, supposed to help you
They want me to stop crying, to bite upon my teeth
To carry it around and hold it in my chest
I walk around in depression as I sink down into my grief
They do not see what they have done, they do not see what they have told me to
I let myself die in a ironic way
Verbal poets seem to have run away from me, seem to be scared of what I do
No, I’m not a simplistic superficial girl, but an more complicated person who tries to stand her way in this organised, but hopeless world
It’s too much
It just too much to take
I can’t go on
It breaks me down
[into nothing]
Let me die in peace
Time’s ticking her seconds by, the minutes drip of the wall as you’re eyes are crying tears of blood
And behind all this I am selfish, because I want her near me in stead of taking a distance I cannot accept
To take a forced degradation in friendship in grace and I supposed to swallow it whole
Without communication, without verballistic attention, your laughter will not be heard anymore
Only your protesting silence, your dreaming eyes and your childish acting
Forced me into a smile for these blind guardions of yours, so they would think it’s all oke, while they do not see what I see.
But I’m silenced, kept away, locked up, behind doors… miles away.. from you, my friend
But it’s all too much
To much to stand
I can’t go on
It breaks me into thousand pieces
[into nothing]
Let me die in peace
Just let me overcome my jail based on others judgements in wich I have nothing to say, nothing to point at
There’s no finger who blames someone, no finger to guilt someone, no finger to point at what has been done
And in my forced smile of gratitude I slide down in a deeper growing valley without attachments to climb back up the wall, to climb above this surrounding emptiness
Your cry pulls me under, dares me to dive in unknown spaces, it haunts my dreams
My weakness, my powerlessness have been tiring me… soon I will be too exhausted to go on
I cannot forgive myself if I didn’t had a spare hand, a spare shoulder, to grab and cry onto
But soon it will be too much, my energy is fading… I won’t give in, I can’t give in… their will
It’s too much
Too much to control
It breaks me silently
[into nothing]
let me die in peace
pleace?
It’s too much
Too much to carry
I can’t go on
It breaks me into dust
[into nothing]
Let me die in peace
Silent tears which have not been seen by these people who supposed to know you, supposed to help you
They want me to stop crying, to bite upon my teeth
To carry it around and hold it in my chest
I walk around in depression as I sink down into my grief
They do not see what they have done, they do not see what they have told me to
I let myself die in a ironic way
Verbal poets seem to have run away from me, seem to be scared of what I do
No, I’m not a simplistic superficial girl, but an more complicated person who tries to stand her way in this organised, but hopeless world
It’s too much
It just too much to take
I can’t go on
It breaks me down
[into nothing]
Let me die in peace
Time’s ticking her seconds by, the minutes drip of the wall as you’re eyes are crying tears of blood
And behind all this I am selfish, because I want her near me in stead of taking a distance I cannot accept
To take a forced degradation in friendship in grace and I supposed to swallow it whole
Without communication, without verballistic attention, your laughter will not be heard anymore
Only your protesting silence, your dreaming eyes and your childish acting
Forced me into a smile for these blind guardions of yours, so they would think it’s all oke, while they do not see what I see.
But I’m silenced, kept away, locked up, behind doors… miles away.. from you, my friend
But it’s all too much
To much to stand
I can’t go on
It breaks me into thousand pieces
[into nothing]
Let me die in peace
Just let me overcome my jail based on others judgements in wich I have nothing to say, nothing to point at
There’s no finger who blames someone, no finger to guilt someone, no finger to point at what has been done
And in my forced smile of gratitude I slide down in a deeper growing valley without attachments to climb back up the wall, to climb above this surrounding emptiness
Your cry pulls me under, dares me to dive in unknown spaces, it haunts my dreams
My weakness, my powerlessness have been tiring me… soon I will be too exhausted to go on
I cannot forgive myself if I didn’t had a spare hand, a spare shoulder, to grab and cry onto
But soon it will be too much, my energy is fading… I won’t give in, I can’t give in… their will
It’s too much
Too much to control
It breaks me silently
[into nothing]
let me die in peace
pleace?
