Heavy tears closed bright eyes
They left a trail of sorrow behind





Every memory

Every thought





Floades away in the fog of unconsciousness imagery
They gave me the power of



Suspension of moralistic values
Of sane behavior & balanced emotions






I cannot take it anymore
I cannot bare it anymore
I cannot act like it anymore










[I’m broken]
Emotions keep haunting me, I cannot seem to get rid of them, I cannot express what I feel, I cannot seem to shut it out, I cannot stand it, I’m not stronger, I cannot fight myself
[I’m too tired]










I’m nothing behind this mask of what I feel
I’m nothing more than verballistic poetry & secondhand surpressed feelings
My mirror has broken
My window has closed
Behind a invisseble wall of dispair I crave with limited fingers into your face





But you do not notice
You have never seen
What I tried to tell you
I’m not what you think I’ve been





A blanket of depression sinks onto my blurred mind
My shadow still lingers around when the musicall riffs of the electric guitar
Mixes with the heartbeat of the drummer and vocallistic words
Slide into the ears of enlightend thoughts wich had their peak once
But died so many years ago…