Why do I doubt
You will never let me alone
I mean a lot to you
As much as you to me

Why do I doubt
You won’t let me stand alone for someone else
You need me
I can be helpful to you

Why do I doubt
I am a great person
With amazing friends who really care a lot about me
And I deserve those friends as they deserve my friendship

I know it
I know I know it
And I want to know it
But I don’t feel it

Is it the old fear coming back?
The one I thought I’d vanquished
Is it jealousy?
Please take it away from me

Cause I don’t want it
Don’t want to feel
I’m not worth them
I’m ungrateful and distrustful

Why do I doubt
Every time there’s a silence
Every time you don’t look at me
Every time you’re not with me

I’m your friend
I know it
I know I know it
And I want to know it

But sometimes

I don’t feel it