~Knife~
Can I please hold that knife just a second,
To know how it feels how much I loved it…
Could I make a scare in my healed arm,
Could I open my scares again to know how it feel...
Could I loose my sadness to cut me again, to open my wounds again,
to not run from it again…

~Dead~

Dead…?
If you are here, please take me with you,
because if you don't do it,
I'll drown in the sea of sadness…
And I would save it anymore,
I have nothing to give anymore,
I just hurt everybody…
Why should I continue to live,
Dead is what I want to be…
Dead…?
If you are here please take me with you,
I already gave up a long time,
I can't handle it anymore…
I'll already write my letters of goodbye,
Now just wait,
There where dead will arrive…

~Afraid and alone~

I'm afraid of you,
Like you're standing there,
You're fists bald,
A face full of hate...

I slowly walk away,
But where can I go to...?
What can I do,
I'm so tired already...

You're starting to scream,
You throw me on the bed,
You're starting to kick me and hit me,
If I defend my self to all my pain...

I close my eyes,
My defence is broken,
I'm sitting on the ground,
afraid and alone...