Horror Inside My Mind



When I feel alone and you made me cry
I’ll take your hand and make you mine
Feel my pain and taste my blood
Cause there is nothing worse than be destroyed by darkness

I can see you staring
Memories I gave form me into your mind
Open your dark black eyes
And try to look for light inside my life that you won’t find

I saw your tears behind your shield of two hands
You felt my pain and the missing peace in my heart
You knew why darkness wanted me
And you felt so strong why suicide already made a start

I took your heart and blew off all the worries about me
As I whispered: look for the one who will take your hand and make you smile
You turned away your head and silently began crying
I knew you understood I was right however you felt so broken for a while

In my mind everything is black and dark
You felt it inside my tears
You were screaming for your live to get back
But it was only you who tasted the pain of being in fear

The fear I felt for days, moths and years
It became mine, it surrendered me
Live had made me suffering for the things I did
Hurts and deep drowned memories came back to this bloody red memory sea