Looked in my mirror
But I didn’t want to see
I put on more make-up
But it’s still not me
Oh, I just wanna do
What all girls wanna do
But I won’t ever get the courage
To get nearer to you
(Chorus)
And all I could do was cry
All I could hear was a fucked up cry
All I could see was a fucked up I
All I could feel was this fucking lie
You and I, such a fucking lie
But you weren’t responding to my cry
Everything I did
Was to get closer to you
And everything I said
Was to get attention from you
Everything I thought
Had to do with you
Although you were just what I couldn’t bear
That was just what I didn’t dare
(Chorus)
That night I cried in silence
But I kept screaming out loud
I wanted to do drugs and booze
While I knew what it was really about
In fact I was broken and so ready to die
A broken little dolly with a suicidal mind
Just a fucked up I
Again
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