What is it I seem to miss,
What is it I don’t understand,
What is it I can’t comprehend,
What is it I won’t see…
What the hell is wrong with me…
I tell my self over and over again,
I don’t care, I’m better of this way…
But I’m not, I don’t want to be alone,
Just as time progresses, I turn slowly into stone.
Seeing all those couples makes me sad,
Makes me realize all the things I never had…
Suddenly I get all cold inside,
Filled with jealousy and broken pride…
Because, what is wrong with me,
Why doesn’t anybody notice me,
I seem to be surrounded by emptiness
Each day I try to fight myself free.
I have got friends,
It’s not that I’m all alone.
It’s that one place in my heart,
The one that all others ripped apart…
I’m afraid to love again,
Yet at the same time I’m afraid of being alone.
I fight the ice that fills my heart,
Each time someone tears it apart.
I pray that there is someone for me,
Someone who’ll see just me,
Who’ll understand the person that I am,
And who’ll appreciate what I’m like.