Sometimes is feels as if
you are set on working against everything I say
just because you think I might be my usual bombard tower
even if I'm only an open gate
Sometimes it's like you give up before you try
as if you don't believe I will understand
and therefore I'm not worth the bother
because a conversation might leave you empty
Sometimes it feels like
I'm not worth taking the risk
that you might fall apart and cry
like I shouldn't touch you
Sometimes I get the feeling
you wan't me to leave too
just one more soul to harass your quiet stream of consciousness
not capable of just being there
Sometimes
I'm not your friend
but your enemy
and it's only then you fight