-One step-

I’m standing close to the edge
Hoping for someone to push me and someone to catch
Pictures of memories flashing trough my mind
One step… and the solutions I’ll never find
I’m too scared to look down but I have to stay
I have to make everything okay
One step… and it’s all gone
Everything I did wrong
One step and my life is history
Wish that someone would care for me
I bet no one would even come to my funeral
So to see for myself; I just have to fall
One step… one step away
Why won’t someone beg me to stay
I just want to end it all
But wish that something could break my fall
One step…
And I’m released from all the crap

I’m still standing here… can’t do it
I better go home and forget what I just did
I just wish someone cared about me
Who could hold me back from that one step easily
Anybody there?
All alone everywhere
I’m going to make that step so they’ll feel guilty
And that they will finally care about me!



Monday 8 March 2004:
A young woman was found under the bridge of a little village nearby. The police are investigating the accident. The women can not be identified since nobody has reported her missing. We believe that the women has been dead for 3 weeks.


-Pien-