Although very unlikely your being could come through
And if it does or if it is, I’ll be there to wait for you
Moreover just to talk to you and perhaps to ask you why
But probably to loathe you,
because God that’s where you leave me by

If you are there I need to thank you, God
For the dawning of today
I need to thank you for your blessing
that I can feel during my lively stray
I need to thank you for this pleasure and this infernal pain
But most of all I thank you
for leaving me to stay

By waking up this morning I’ve reached my utter hope
For which you are to thank of course
leaving this agitated fool with no options to elope
So much to look forward to, to much to tell you in one breath
Well thank you God, for this remorse
I’m now looking forward to my death

But God not all that’s good tends towards evil
I’ve set my mind to think of some
Because you made the sky shine golden rainbows
And hatched the possibility to be gone
This evil witchcraft from your hand
Is giving me the inspiration to reframe
And stops me from sailing to a strand

I thank you for the infidels
For my pleasure, for my pain
My mind is set to leave my own
Out of this world, out of your reign
Let me be my God, for this is the only truth

So thank you God
And fuck you God

This hurting ‘s overthrown

© G.J. Sterenborg (18-03-2004)