Look at me now,
And see my true colors.
Not just the mask of Fear,
Cowardice and Envy.
See not just the Black,
And White of my body.
But also the Red,
Of my heart.
Red thats bleeding,
An endless flowing stream.
Just beating,
Hoping for your touch.
Red marks across my Arms,
Legs, Breasts and More.
Made by the shining,
Of a Silver blade.
Silver handeld by my hand,
For the thousand times.
When you betrayed me,
That I forgave you.
Deep hurting wounds,
In my Red heart.
Made by you,
They bleed forever.
Until then,
I'll be waiting.
For death to come,
For death to take me.