Fight against my innerself
I started to think, the way I life my live
Always say happy Good morning and Goodnight
In my head theres a dark fight
In me theres a whole black side
I pretend I m happy
But no body can see
That Im lost in sadness
To see the other side of me
I love every person that I know
I bless the gods every where I go
I pray to the night, that cant be wrong
I just want to life a little bit happyer so I can go on
But no body see s the pain
No body feels my fear
No body can see that Im not living in vain
No body can see that I dispear
I want to feel love
I want to feel you inside
I want to feel the gods above
I want to feel see you in my mind
I pray for dreaming
I pray for pleasure
I pray for singing
I pray for treasure
I wont take the knife
And I wont take the heart
I wont take this fight
I wont through every thing apart
But I will shout out loud
I will shed a tear
I will face my dreams
And I will dispear
I cant fight for my life
I cant fight for reality
I cant fight against my dying side
I just cant figh against me!