My addiction
A certain kind of music
Had awoken a curiosity
Inside my body
I was even asked once:
“come join us please,
to enrich us with yourself”
and so I did
I entered a world unknown
And I got stuck in this web
I wasn’t able to leave
And I got attracted to
A kindness I didn’t knew
And within the walls
Of this joyfull dream
I learned to know myself
I had to think about this dream
Every day, every second and
I returned, time and time again
An urge consumed me when
I didn’t anwser to his comments
Painfull and without withdraw
I knew there were others
And we formed a community
Famous for it’s kindness
The kindness I had drowned in
When I first entered this dream
Many months from now
But… the sun had shone and
everything had been evaporated
Now,
there’s nothing to left to drown in
It hurts and it burns as
I try to carve into the glass
Of my computer-window
I cried