Did you ever feel like,
You were trying to keep waves upon the beach,
Like you were trying to stop the night from coming,
Like you were trying to get to things you couldn’t reach.
I do, 24/7
Instead, waves crashed into me and washed away,
Instead I always see the new break of day,
And it always leaves me in dismay.
All there’s left in me is one big hole,
My best friend dumped me,
Yet I try to keep hold onto things I can’t control.
Her boyfriend’s more important to her,
She wouldn’t even notice if I was dead,
Because he is the world that fills her head.
I’m trash I’m waste,
The one she threw away in haste,
No more than a memory,
Now all there’s left is animosity.
I just can believe how she’s treating me,
Like I can’t understand her situation,
Like there are things I fail to see.
Now whatever friendship once existed,
For me it has almost disappeared,
All because that boy interfered.
You prove to be more shallow than I thought,
Our friendship wasn’t worth more than that,
Well, guess I just have to forget…