I'm in a dark mood
and everything is gloomy
Lying here in silence on my bed
tired of all these so-called sanctuary's
afraid to face it all at once
all the insecurity i carry
Words, shattered on a piece of paper
desperate tries to calm me down
I get insecure from every mirror
fearing fear will let me drown
I get sick at forsights
not knowing what to do
Just close my eyes and wait a second
making my inside my outside for You
I guess You know as always
what I best can and cannot do
cause after all my dearest Friend
My only sanctuary is You