I think I'm dying
Sometimes, when I'm lying in bed,
I think; I should just do it
Then I get up
And take the knife out
And cut myself again,
Sometimes so deep
That I faint
Once I thought
Now I'm gonna kill myself
But then my friend called,
Like she knew I was gonna do it,
I told her
And started crying
So did she
We called about two houres I think,
Afterwards I felt a bit better
If she hadn't called,
I would have done it
Now I have the same feeling again
But she doesn't call
Should I call?
No, I guess not
I think I'm dying
--This is not a poem, I know and it sucks too, but this is the only way, I guess, how I can express myself and my feelings, so...--
I think; I should just do it
Then I get up
And take the knife out
And cut myself again,
Sometimes so deep
That I faint
Once I thought
Now I'm gonna kill myself
But then my friend called,
Like she knew I was gonna do it,
I told her
And started crying
So did she
We called about two houres I think,
Afterwards I felt a bit better
If she hadn't called,
I would have done it
Now I have the same feeling again
But she doesn't call
Should I call?
No, I guess not
I think I'm dying
--This is not a poem, I know and it sucks too, but this is the only way, I guess, how I can express myself and my feelings, so...--
Reacties op dit gedicht
| marije kooij: | Dinsdag, mei 04, 2004 09:20 |
| but! you're still alive :) (blijkbaar heb je iets gevonden in jezelf wat je weerhoudt) EN het wordt zomer... zomer zomer ZOMER! xxx / veel sterkte marije |
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| Dark Sinner : | Maandag, mei 03, 2004 21:19 |
| I would call her!! You will feel better after that! You can do it!! Much love |
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| ~Reality~: | Maandag, mei 03, 2004 21:08 |
| Express your feelings in any way is better that commiting suicide!! And I think too you have to call her! Real friends never let you down.. Keep expressing yourself. It's better than cutting! That will only destroy you and your life.. It won't be easy, but try to stop hurting yourself! Wish you all the luck you need. Love, FrozenSilence |
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| The unreachable: | Maandag, mei 03, 2004 20:35 |
| If you feel bad, just call her, because you deserve all the support there is..Good Luck.. | |
| Flieske: | Maandag, mei 03, 2004 20:12 |
| Call her! You will feel better afterwards... | |
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| Auteur: death itself | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 03 mei 2004 | ||
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