Gosts passing in my mind
why can't I find
someone ment for living
someone ment for giving
an helping hand
maybe someone more then a friend
someone to appeare when I'm dreaming
someone to comfort me when I wake up screaming
someone I could never hate
someone that would share my fate

knowing this person isn't real
is something I can't deal
I can't take
that all these thoughts are fake
I'm ment to be alone
all my hope is gone

questions, ,,Why am I alive?"
when I could end it with a knife
passion and trust are things that I must hold
I'm turning cold
end is near
now there is nothing more to fear
now I will be remembered, dying
now they will react crying
I know now maybe someone will care
but they will bare
I'm just person passing away
made his choice not to stay
because a person I can never feel
cos she isn't real

knowing this person isn't real
is something I can't deal
I can't take
that all these thoughts are fake
I'm ment to be alone
all my hope is gone