Used

I’m feeling wrong
I’m feeling used
I’m feeling worse then I’ve ever felt before

Was it true?
Was it really there?
Or was it just your fear
That made you love me back
Against your will

Your love was gone
The feeling missed
But how long was it already dead?
How long did I live inside a dream
And was my real life fake instead?

I fear it was too long...

Too long for me to sleep at night
And to think it was something great
Too long to think your love was real
I should have said goodbye
Before you left me in this hell
By my own stupid mistakes...

Why didn’t you just speak to me?
Why couldn’t you tell me you felt wrong?
That your feeling wasn’t there
And that there was only doubt

Why couldn’t this be called true love?
Why couldn’t I make you feel enough?
I hoped this would be forever
But forever scares me out...