Falling
Falling deeper and deeper..
In that dark hole inside my head
The connection with reality is getting weaker
Can’t explain how I feel…but I can say it’s said
It’s not normal what I think…
And the longer it takes…how lower I sink
Obsession…always thinking I have to be perfect!
But everytime the smash comes harder when I realise I’m fucked
Why can’t I stop punishing myself with everything?
I just want to be happy and sing!
Why can’t I accept who and what I am?
Cause nobody does that…except my own fam
I was on my way to healing
But then you came disturb my feeling
I don’t blame you, cause I love you much
And because I can’t do without your touch
But you have to know…you make me insecure
And for that I haven’t got a cure
I want the best for you
But I can’t give you that…because with me you have to do