Sitting here alone in the darkness
Scared, of what is in this
Waiting for when he would appear
I sat there as a prey, with fear
Then suddenly, it attacked me
What it exactly was, I couldn’t see
It was evil, not human
Not a devil, not a demon
Just a shape
It didn’t hurt, I didn’t felt pain
It didn’t drove me insane
It drilled into my body.
It pulled something out of me
Something you can’t see
But it held it, in his claws, or hands..
What came out of me, was black, black as the darkness
The darkness I created
When I realized that.
The thing in his hands, faded
It we’re all my bad feelings.
All the suffer, al the sorrow, all the pain.
Everything, that drove me insane
The darkness, around me, turned to white
Everything became bright
And I was in my own perfect world.
And for the first time in my life, I felt good
The first time, I was in this mood.
Please shape, don’t take that away.
This is the first time I don’t have to run
Like every other day.
So let me rest, without fear to get caught
To get caught, by my own thought