Why is the road to hapinness
filled with strugles ?
why does it seem impossible to be happy ?
My head filled with questions,
my thoughts looking for unfoundable answers,
just feeling sorry for myself.
Being a bitch to the others
just because I don't know what to do anymore.
I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
but I'm so lonely.
Even if I'm surrounded by a zillion of friends,
lonelyness filles my heart
I don't even want to be with
myself anymore on a different day.
If I was safe in my own skin,
then I wouldn't feel so lost
and frightened.
But this is today and
I'm lost in my own skin
and I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore
I just want to feel safe in my own skin,
I just want to be happy again....
happy ever after
like in the movies
just want to be a moviestar on a different day...
just longing for tomorrow
-x-