*I know*
I know how people think,
if you're smilling and joking,
you must be very happy.
But to me they're dark lies.
If I smile,
you think I'm happy.
Bukt within this sinking heart,
it just lies to me.
If I'm joking,
you think I'm happy.
But within this hurted mind,
it just lies to me.
My mind it tortured,
tortured by this sick game,
that everybody likes to play with me...
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*pain*
Pain is something
we cannot deal with...
Pain is something
we cannot stop...
Pain has many faces,
and has taken many lives.
If we cannot deal with,
we cannot survive.
If we cannot control,
we cannot live.
If we cannot stop it,
it will take your life too.
But pain is something.
I head to deal with.
Pain is something,
I couldn't stop.
Pain has taken my life away,
but I'm still here.
But inside of me,
I'm as dead as it can be...
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*Help*
Help me, just help me
can't jou see I'm in pain?
I'm so confused that my
heart breaks apart and it
bleeds to death
Just crying my heart out
till I down in my tears of pain
this feeling won't get away
even if I want to
my mind is spinning around
and I'm alone in the dark
but it wil neverstop
Look in my eyes
do you see what I feel?
cause I can't explain
I wan't sombody who knows
what I feel, to see when the
darkness is reaching me, and
help me to see the light again
Where are you?
I can't find you
I need you so much
I'll die inside of me
if I never find my lightness in life
Please take away my pain
I can't stand it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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*I was a 'little' bit angry when i wrote the first poem ... so sorry if it's a bad poem but I can't help it I just wanted to send this in ! *
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