My life is slipping away,
My love, my care, the things I used to like
I look at this from beyond other eyes,
And I can’t help me smile.
I wonder why this didn’t happen before,
But I know that even this dark time has a door.
Where I could run and live my life like before.
But I won’t cuz’ in this darkness there’s nothing but me and the coldness of fear.
All my feelings are gone, I don’t even feel the hate I had in me before.
And I smile, looking at the knife.
Flickering at the little light that my silent tears are giving..