Death if you’re waiting for a broken soul
Look no further I am yours

No more room to repent for me at all

One heart
Broken on the floor
No more keys to open
My now forever locked door

Two eyes
Made to cry
I’m living to know
They wished me to die

Tree words
Telling me of love
Praying to my knife
If he can carry me above

Four tears
Died before you’ll catch
Rolling down my fears
When heart & death are making a match

Five wishing words
Let this be the end
I’ve created to much hate
My breathing just wasn’t mend

Six painful words
You spoke so easily away
I’m accosted of playing this game
When your mad without speaking words to let me stay

Seven months empty
When I couldn’t give what you need
Your words keep echoing in my mind
When I turn away, back to my last breath

Eight places empty
Of people I love so dear
The ninth spot is open
Yesterday you were so near

Ninth spot
When will you pull back?
When do I need to break down?
Slipping off of the loved track

Ten ropes
Tied around
No more pills
Hiding not to be found

Eleven wars
Fought out deep inside
And still you told me
There hasn’t change a thing in this fight  

Twelve wounds
My weakness will bind
Your eyes will stay open
When mine will run blind

Thirteen letters
Taking a goodbye
Written words
Words that you saw as a lie

Fourteen feathers
Taking a life ending dive
I’m wearing my pearl of scars
When my last kiss waves to the knife

Fifteen years
Now walking alone
I’ve known 7 months of hope
Who’ve build me strong

Sixteen dreams
I keep in vain
I rather not mansion
The unbearable pain

Seventeen wishes
To keep us breathing further
But when your heart screams so loud
I guess I can only break you till I’ll totally murder

Eighteen tears
Now left by writing in pain
Still it hasn’t came out
The words I need to name

Nineteen cuts
Sealed on my wrist
All one hope for suicide
To put me on his broken list