I start to cry.
I ask you do you still like me?
Yes, you answer, more and more.
You find it cute when I blush,
Each time you hug me.

I don’t know what game you’re playing,
But I know I want to stop playing.
I wonder where my friends are,
When I need them the most.
Where are you when I call?

What are your plans with me?
I need to know for sure,
Will you destroy me?
Or make me happy?
I’m too tired to fight you.

I hate my friends,
They’re not real for me.
Just people who call this
Fucked up feeling they feel friendship.
Not me.

I stopped playing,
And you guys play together.
Do you guys really want me gone?
Suddenly start to hate this life,
So much it’s hard to breathe between these thoughts.

Black thoughts,
A love shining through.
I hate my life.

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