Pretend
Pretending I don’t need anyone
Though I do..
Never showing my feelings
Never say how much I love you.
I get angry sometimes
Giving everyone a sneer
But behind this mask
There’s a soul who doesn’t want to be here.
You say you want to kill yourself if I do,
But I know you won’t
You just like life too much,
I’m happy you do, but I just don’t..
I’m freaking with fear
Thinking of the cold and darkness.
And I get the knife,
Finding it’s own way to my scars…
I don’t even try to stop the tears,
Rolling down my cheeks
The fire is burning inside of me
While I’m filled with thousand fears.
The darkness is taking me over,
Putting my mask off
I’ll have to find myself
And just be what I am..
Because I just can’t help it..
Though I do..
Never showing my feelings
Never say how much I love you.
I get angry sometimes
Giving everyone a sneer
But behind this mask
There’s a soul who doesn’t want to be here.
You say you want to kill yourself if I do,
But I know you won’t
You just like life too much,
I’m happy you do, but I just don’t..
I’m freaking with fear
Thinking of the cold and darkness.
And I get the knife,
Finding it’s own way to my scars…
I don’t even try to stop the tears,
Rolling down my cheeks
The fire is burning inside of me
While I’m filled with thousand fears.
The darkness is taking me over,
Putting my mask off
I’ll have to find myself
And just be what I am..
Because I just can’t help it..
Reacties op dit gedicht
| Lost_Angel: | Zondag, juli 04, 2004 23:20 |
| Very touching.. I understand how you feel, but you can never forget that it will work out just fine, also for you..it will! Love, |
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| Annemieke : | Zondag, juli 04, 2004 20:49 |
| heel mooi ik weet hoe je je voelt! ik kan alleen zeggen: succes...you're gonna make it! your beautiful and precious... liefs |
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