We agreed it was better to let each other go
I knew from the beginning it wouldn’t be easy
The missing, the longing and losing my best friend
But that it was so deeply strength I could not ever know
But even roots can be removed out of the ground
And for a moment I even thought you were out of my mind
Till new sprouts begun to grown
And suddenly you were again everywhere around
Now I’m all confused owing to these resisting feelings
All day long I can only think about you
It hinders me in continuing of my life
Even forces me to do renounced forbidden things
Can’t find the key to inner rest and peace in my heart
Cause every decision I make brings a loss
I can’t choose between the few good things in my life
But I’m dying as well when they’re separate apart…
I must find my faith in what I have
Not in what I imaginary had