I ask myself a question,
That only I can answer,
but I don’t know it,
I don’t know the answer.
I can’t say I am living the way I should,
Or want!
But I remember when,
When my future did not look like a future at all,
And I remember,
I remember that when I knew I could change it,
I wanted it,
I wanted it so much,
So when did that change,
When did I decide to give up on life?