Yeh,
Healing starts on the inside,
But I know what there is to heal on the outside,

If I think when I was really happy two days in a row,
It's almost more then one year ago,
And before that,
Before that,
I don’t even remember when,

I step into things with a wrong,
Or even a false reason,
And when I step out I realize,
I can’t start all over again,

I don’t know,
I don’t know it anymore,
I want to heal,

Even with meds,
But that is again something,
Something that I don’t know about,
If I am strong enough to,
Yo survive it,
When I would or should ever try it out,

I don’t know,
I don’t know it anymore,
I want to heal,

So if I fix things on the outside,
Would that,
Would that help me fixing the inside?