there are times when I just want to scream.
and when I do it's like nobody can hear me
or their all ignoring me
and then I wonder What did I do wrong?
when did they stop caring about me?
when did you stop loving me?
and then another question comes to mind..
Did they care about me?
Did you love me?
I get afraid of the answers to these questions
I want to run...I try to escape
Run from reality , hide in my fantasy
Yes my fantasy,
a strange place that only I can see, only I can dream of it..
where nothing's real.
where you still love me
where everybody can hear me screaming.
there's this little box in front of me
when I get closer I see ANSWER written on it
I run towards it and open it.
inside is a little paper that says "suicide".
I don't want this to be the only answer
I start crying and run away
nowhere in sight...
I don't want to go back to reality again...
and I can scream some more
and I can cry some more
but again no one can hear me...