Self hate
I want to cry
Hurt myself
For all that I have done to you again
I don’t blame you if you won’t forgive me
Won’t blame you if you’re mad
I hurt you again by doing something very bad
Why can’t I keep my promises?
I don’t know
I’m answerless
I want to rewind my life
To all the bad moments
And erase all of it
But I can’t
It’s all my fault
All my notwithstanding
I hate myself
Hate everything I do
And all I want in this hateful life of me
Is your support, your understanding
All I need is you