Dramatic drugs scene
swallowing pretty moviescreens
beauty lip stick queen, hail
frozen by her fear to fail
bought, sold; written down damned
by fat cigar smoking business men
acts like crying herself to sleep
scarred scripts on her arms run deep
They said I was a nominal queen.
But hey, I'm only a teen.
to rule with a sudden impulse.
Just to act like all the girls.
But I can't be like them.
It's just a retrace of all what has been.
So gather the stories on the floor.
And throw them in the dustbin.
I lay in my bed.
All dried and beaten-up.
Can't feel sad.
With cackles from the background Pub.
I lay quiet and numb.
Looking at his facetious jokes.
Oh..How he looks so dumb.
I wish him dead. And then he chokes.
Chris -