is this now how it feels
to have lost a soul mate
to have you around
but no longer know
is this how things will be now
to have known the depths of life
to have lost it then
and no longer be able to share
is this now how it feels
our new way of communicating
competition, jealousy, ignorance
striking with every opportunity
love to hatred
happiness to sadness
intensity to emptiness
together to alone
and then I tell myself
forget her
let it go
leave it behind
then I try to move on
build something new
forget it
forget the pain
then I try
but fail
and cry
my lonely tears