Comming near to death
everything keeps fucking up
everything goes wrong
over and over, on and on

Is it something i did
in my former life?
or is it just me?
who am i?

Holding my tears
i shall not cry
they musn't see
how weak am i

Willing to try
pretending i'm strong
and yet no one cares
even when everything is wrong

Willing to learn
but there's nothing to know
sunken so deep
so deep below

And now nothing's left
everything is gone
those simple things of life
the things that kept me strong

(begin oktober)


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In a forest of darkness i'll leave you
in oceans of tears i'll drown you
in fields of blood i'll kill you
Just to see how weak are thee

I let you see my darkness
so you'll understand how dark it is

i let you drown in my tears
so you'll see my sadness sinc

in blood i kill you now
so you'll feel my pain inside

just to see how weak are thee
just to show how weak am i

(23 okt.)


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I leave you here
you must go on
i musn't hold you up
your futur calls

you have so mutch to give
world to explore
a whole life awaits
for you and your gore

(23 okt.)