I wanne be like the other people I know and see.
Wish I could be for one day happy.
No-one realy knows what's going threw my mind.
No Answer that anyone can give because the beginning of all this pain I can't find.
When I smile it isn't real.
You see me laughing but inside of me is the pain what only I can feel.
The sadness and pain.
I'm gonna freak out, I go insaine.
is this just another fase I'm going trew.
Just so messed up don't now what to do.
Sometimes I break down and cry.
The only thing what's going trew my mind are the questions when did al thise started and why!
Where did I go wrong.
I'm getting weaker now, how mutch longer can I go on.
So f*cking tired of this fight.
tired of being awake every night.
The feeling it's realy so mest up.
Wanne get ridde of this pain and hurt but don't know how to stop.
The pain I feel inside my heart.
It hurts me, it hurts so much that it's tarring me appart.
tell me will there come for me one day, that I'm realy happy and that I stop to cry.
ore is thise one of my foolish dreams and will happyness just pass me by!