Woke up in a stange place
felt a stange serenity
can not remember ever being so calm
where i am ....dont even care
i like the feel of this
close my eyes,gonna sleep more
backflashes
always worries, always fears
never rest
not in my mind
never free,...never loose
he got to me, i snapped
in the kitchen he big mouthed me
that was it
split second later ...i had his head in my hands
cursed at him
wishing him dead
split second and my body took over
out of control the rage just went
broke his bones
could feel then break,enjoyed it
could hear him scream and cry ...ignored it
slammed his head to the floor
the blood ran out one ear
the screaming and crying stopped right then and there
the rage went on...it took a knife
cut him open ,could feel his warm blood on my hands
felt good to know he was gone
this was the first warmth i ever felt coming out of him
mind went blanck ...don't know what happend
woke up in a strange place
felt a strange serenity
can not remember ever being so calm
where i am ....dont even care
i like the feel of this
close my eyes,gonna sleep more