~~I cry~~

Last night I cried myself a sleep
i fell in a hole so deep

I can’t rescue myself
Please say something to me…
I can hardly breathe.

It’s my own fault
I have problems by myself
I told dumb things
But it wasn’t my intention to hurt you!

A tear is falling from my eye
I can do nothing right, no matter what I try
My head is a mess.
There’s something I want to confess…

I can’t live without you
I miss you…
I’m sorry
I never wanted to hurt you…

I don’t want to be insistent
I just want you to be my best friend.

I’m not good enough, I know
I suffocate in the words which I want to tell you.
But let this be a consolation…
I want to change,
It will take a long time
But eventually I’ll be the one people want me to be……