December Nights
I am lying here
Nothing to lose nothing to fear
Doing things my way
But still it isn’t an average day
Something is wrong with these nights
Something is not right
To much joy and happiness
I’m left behind, hate remains
I’m celebrate it on my own way
Please take me to heaven these days
I am lying here
Nothing to lose nothing to fear
December, the coldest month of all
My fingers and toes are dying
December, the last month of all
Friends are dying, but I ain’t crying
How long must I live this life
Why do they say things would change
I am going home
Yeah here I come
But still I am lying here
Nothing to lose nothing to fear
Yeah I tell you this day
I have lost my way
I drink to stain myself
I use to abuse myself
I am lying here
Nothing to lose nothing to fear
December, the coldest month of all
My fingers and toes are dying
December, the last month of all
Friends are dying, but I ain’t crying
How long must I live this life
Why do they say things would change
The streets are endless
My meanings are meaningless
Hope that the rain will wash away
The memories that did stay
My time has come for me
But they had forgotten me
To cold to move further
But who bothers
I am lying here
Nothing to lose nothing to fear
December, the coldest month of all
My fingers and toes are dying
December, the last month of all
Friends are dying, but I ain’t crying
How long must I live this life
Why do they say things would change
Why do they blame me for everything I am
Like I would ruin my life, if I can
I delay my own execution
Live together with my emotions
Call me a wanderer, I call you selfish
Why am I lying here
Because I have nothing to lose, nothing to fear
December, the coldest month of all
My fingers and toes are dying
December, the last month of all
Friends are dying, but I ain’t crying
How long must I live this life
Why do they say things would change